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@ -57,7 +57,7 @@ Do I want to be great? Or do I want to be a little bit great? I think on my curr
Would that be so bad? I'm conflating the idea of being a nobody with working a boring desk job. That, I dont want. But I can be a "nobody" and still be great? What even is greatness? Is it to be remembered? Thats the real question. Do I want to be remembered (in a positive manner). Not sure yet I guess.
Fuck that, a decision isn't just going to pop into my head. I need to decide (story of my life). Stopped writing here for a while. Didn't make a decision. Just thought about my last journal, about needing therapy. I-
Fuck that, a decision isn't just going to pop into my head. I need to decide (story of my life). Stopped writing here for a while. Didn't make a decision. Just thought about my last journal ([Fuck-it](private/Fuck-it.md), about needing therapy. I-
need to stop thinking about it.
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When then do a lot of the great thinkers do their best work in complete solitude. I guess they are the people who inspire others? Not sure.
Why ~~don't~~ won't I anwer that question? Not worth it? Too lazy? Once again not sure, and I can't be fucked finding the answer.
Lost in the infinite. And the finite? ([kierkegaard](notes/soren-kiekegaard.md))
Yeah I want to great. No I don't want to be remembered.
What flavour of greatness do I want? How am I going to achieve it?
I think setting goals is important.
But thats just a surface leve technique. What I need is subconcious change to my mindset. How do I do this. Surrounding myself with likeminded people? That's part of it, but not the whole story. There must be something else. Genertic engineering? Drugs? Enlightenment? Near death experience? Sublime experience? Mushrooms? Microdosing?
I want to be more creative. AI and big tech and stuff is cool, but Art is cooler.