diff --git a/content/notes/Do-I-Want-To-Be-Great.md b/content/notes/Do-I-Want-To-Be-Great.md index 09a64f2cd..fce2614cd 100644 --- a/content/notes/Do-I-Want-To-Be-Great.md +++ b/content/notes/Do-I-Want-To-Be-Great.md @@ -57,7 +57,7 @@ Do I want to be great? Or do I want to be a little bit great? I think on my curr Would that be so bad? I'm conflating the idea of being a nobody with working a boring desk job. That, I dont want. But I can be a "nobody" and still be great? What even is greatness? Is it to be remembered? Thats the real question. Do I want to be remembered (in a positive manner). Not sure yet I guess. -Fuck that, a decision isn't just going to pop into my head. I need to decide (story of my life). Stopped writing here for a while. Didn't make a decision. Just thought about my last journal, about needing therapy. I- +Fuck that, a decision isn't just going to pop into my head. I need to decide (story of my life). Stopped writing here for a while. Didn't make a decision. Just thought about my last journal ([Fuck-it](private/Fuck-it.md), about needing therapy. I- need to stop thinking about it. @@ -71,4 +71,16 @@ Yes I think I would improve. When then do a lot of the great thinkers do their best work in complete solitude. I guess they are the people who inspire others? Not sure. -Why ~~don't~~ won't I anwer that question? Not worth it? Too lazy? Once again not sure, and I can't be fucked finding the answer. \ No newline at end of file +Why ~~don't~~ won't I anwer that question? Not worth it? Too lazy? Once again not sure, and I can't be fucked finding the answer. + +Lost in the infinite. And the finite? ([kierkegaard](notes/soren-kiekegaard.md)) + +Yeah I want to great. No I don't want to be remembered. + +What flavour of greatness do I want? How am I going to achieve it? + +I think setting goals is important. + +But thats just a surface leve technique. What I need is subconcious change to my mindset. How do I do this. Surrounding myself with likeminded people? That's part of it, but not the whole story. There must be something else. Genertic engineering? Drugs? Enlightenment? Near death experience? Sublime experience? Mushrooms? Microdosing? + +I want to be more creative. AI and big tech and stuff is cool, but Art is cooler. \ No newline at end of file