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@ -17,4 +17,25 @@ Should I just try to enjoy life "in the moment". Yeah, I can do both at the same
Cracking my neck feels so good. Cracking my neck feels so good.
Someone said "the highest highs require the lowest lows". Do I wan't to live a medioce, life. Mediocre does not imply "bad". Although it does have those connotations. Is life worth living if I don't pursue greatness. What is the point. It'll just be "good". Nothing special. Yeah there'll (is that a word) Someone said "the highest highs require the lowest lows". Do I wan't to live a medioce, life. Mediocre does not imply "bad". Although it does have those connotations. Is life worth living if I don't pursue greatness. What is the point. It'll just be "good". Nothing special. Yeah there'll (is that a word?) be some ~~good~~ ~~great~~ sublime (?) moments. But these could be so much better if _
Seems like an obvious choice.
Why doesn't everyone pursue greatness.
Laziness? Why are people lazy? Is it because they don't have purpose? This lack of purpose makes them think nothing matters and therefore they have no reason not be lazy? Then why aren't more people nihilistic? They must have something they care about. They just don't *really* care. To them, it's not worth the effort.
I could ~~easily~~ certainly (spelling?) get better grades if I cared more. Is it an issue of caring though? Maybe I care just the right amount, and I have subconciously calculated the exact amount of effort I need to put in to be "good enough".
How have I decided what good enough it to me. I imagine it would be almost fully dependent on ^(the influence of) peers and parents.
Can I change my decision about what is good enough? Obiviously other people (breathas) lower standards and people like Luc have higher standards (straight A+ wtf luc if ur reading this ur insane). Luc will get a better grade than me at cosc203. He cares more about his grades.
Sidetracked. Can I conciously decide to care more. Am I able to change my subconcious drive. I think by surrounding myself with people who work harder, I can make myself work harder. Why then, despite all the bullshit "productivity" vides i've watched, do it still procrastinate like a fucking
Do animals procrastinate?? Interesting
Why do people prcrastinate? Laziness, no purpose blah etc.
Is it genetic?? Yes, I think genetic must play a role. Attention span (?), memory, energy levels, hormones, chemicals etc.