From 067b21bff7c717ebe00e688da3f8b6c0f9b58f8a Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: Jet Hughes Date: Mon, 15 Aug 2022 17:14:29 +1200 Subject: [PATCH] vault backup: 2022-08-15 17:14:29 --- content/notes/Fuck-it.md | 12 ++++++++++-- 1 file changed, 10 insertions(+), 2 deletions(-) diff --git a/content/notes/Fuck-it.md b/content/notes/Fuck-it.md index 2dfafcf9b..643015c9c 100644 --- a/content/notes/Fuck-it.md +++ b/content/notes/Fuck-it.md @@ -111,6 +111,14 @@ In intermediate school (middle school in america I think), I- -did bad things. (future self you know what I did) -I'm not sure if I really understood what I was doing. And I dont know how/if it still affects me. Maybe Its why I +I'm not sure if I really understood what I was doing. And I dont know how/if it still affects me. Maybe Its why I'm afraid of- -𝄞 I need theerapee 𝄞 (sing song voice) \ No newline at end of file +𝄞 I need theerapee 𝄞 (sing song voice) + +I also might be addicted to porn. I masturbate most nights. I watch some weird porn. Maybe this is why I'm afraid of being a creep? Why I didn't make move that night with larissa? + +Am I selfish? A self-proclaimed "niceguy"? Why does "niceguy" have bad connotations? Its becuse "niceguy" isn't referring to actual nice guys. It's about dickheads who appear nice and who are actually selfish. + +Reddit is bad for me. + +Maybe it can be good. If I follow the right subs. But then I'll still be exposed to the general culture of reddit (I dont even know what I mean the the general culture of reddit). How has reddit benefitted me in a substantial way? - It hasn't. If it had I don't \ No newline at end of file